I'd used the Body Code to heal myself, both physically and emotionally, but I wasn't the only one suffering. My Son has had "Anger Management" issues since birth. When he would get frustrated or angry, he would throw himself down and bang his head on the floor. As he got older, his tantrums would result in broken toys, furniture, electronics, or whatever was in reach. 

Because of his inability to control his anger, he lost a lot of friends, didn't do well in school, couldn't get along with teachers, and caused a lot of anger and resentment within the family.  I was afraid of the ways this could affect his life as he got older. Would he be able to hold a job? Would he have terrible road rage once he learned to drive? Would he be able to have close friends, a girlfriend, or a wife? Would he be abusive in his relationships like his father was (a cycle I definitely wanted to break)? These are all things that I worried about. I wanted him to have a happy and successful life as he grew up. But how could he do that if his anger pushed everyone away?

Having a child that could go off at anytime over anything, I began to limit myself. I found myself walking on egg shells, careful not to set off a tantrum. We didn't do things as a family as often, because I knew it was only a matter of time before we would have to leave due to a meltdown. This had an affect on the whole family, parents, grandparents and siblings. I began to feel like my child's anger was holding me hostage. The behavior was embarrassing and humiliating, especially when it happened in public. I found it strange that when I would sit down and talk to him about it, after he would get himself calmed down, he wouldn't remember a lot of what he said or did. He would feel so ashamed of how he had behaved and would cry and tell me it was like he had no control over what he was doing.

Until I started working with the Body Code I didn't really believe him, but the more I learned the more it made sense. 

My son was about 17 when I started this type of energy work and began releasing the underlying reasons for his anger.  I was surprised at the amount of entities that I needed to release. But the more I learned about them, the more it made sense. 

There are two different kinds of entities: 1) disembodied spirits and 2) evil spirits. Both can attach to you and  control your thoughts, emotions, and behavior. They are attracted to negative thinking and actions. Playing violent music or video games, swearing, fighting etc. Also, people with addictions attract a lot them, making it harder to break the addictive behavior.  I have seen my son's behavior change completely within minutes of releasing them.  

I have released a lot of other imbalances such as: trapped emotions, heart walls, and emotional traumas. But releasing entities has had the greatest affect on his behavior. He is a good conscientious driver, holds a job, has more respect for authority, and has developed some close friendships. Many people have  noticed the change in him and I am very proud of the wonderful man he is becoming. I am so grateful that I have the knowledge and ability to help him overcome his anger issues so he can have a happy and successful life.

I remember years ago one of the psychologists that I had taken my son to had told me that she believed that Fibromyalgia  was emotion based. I began to think about what I was going through around the the time I was diagnosed. Planning my  wedding, dealing with my dad's illness and eventual death,  having a baby, and a very stressful work environment etc. (this was over a period of 2-3 years) I began to realize that she was right.

When I first learned about the Emotion Code I had a gut feeling that this was what I had been looking for and was meant to do with my life.  I began to release trapped emotions and heart walls, as I did this I began to notice how much better I was feeling mentally and physically. 

My Fibromyalgia had improved over the years as I reduced the stress in my life but it still caused me pain and exhaustion often enough to be a hindrance in my life.  As I continued to work on releasing the trapped emotional energy stuck in my body I improved more and more and when I finally purchased the Body Code and began to correct other types of imbalances besides trapped emotions I can honestly say that I no longer have fibromyalgia anymore.  I committed myself to the healing process and stuck with it until my body was well again.  I knew I had to heal myself before I could begin to help others, including my own children.

I had been lactose intolerant and had IBS since my teens.  Every time I went somewhere the first thing I would do is note the location of the restrooms.  Then figure out what might be safe to eat and how long we would be there.  I had to avoid dairy, caffeine and citric acid,  I never knew what food was going to bother me and send me running to the restroom.  I learned through a webinar that IBS is often caused by an ileocecal valve imbalance so I tested myself (using muscle testing) and found that I did have an imbalance and corrected it.  I also checked all of the organs that make up the digestive system and released any imbalances that I found.  After putting my body back into a state of balance it was able to heal itself and I no longer suffer from IBS or lactose intolerance.  These are just two of the health issues that I have been able to resolve using the Emotion Code and Body Code healing modality.  But this was just the beginning, I had no idea where this was going to take me..........

What happened to me? Where did I go?.....

I remember being rather spunky and bossy as a child and teen. I was also stubborn and headstrong, although very shy until I got to know you. I began to develop insecurities in my teen years. I didn't have a very close relationship with my father and I regret that. Because of these insecurities I married the first person to tell me they loved me, even though the feelings weren't mutual. I was in love with the idea of being in love and having the kids and house etc. I was afraid that I would never find anyone else to love me so I settled for the first person who did. As many people do, I let my fear get the best of me and cause me to make a very poor choice.

Shortly after my wedding my father died.  This was the worst experience of my entire life so far.  As I held his hand and prayed each time he took a breath, for that to be the last one and end his suffering, I was silently pleading for just one more because I didn't want him to go.  I have yet to address the emotional traumas and imbalances that this must have created.  As the years of verbal and emotional abuse went on I would imagine him still alive and coming to my rescue, unfortunately it was only wishful thinking.

The abuse changes you, you begin to believe that you really are stupid, worthless and undeserving.  I would lie in bed and sob asking God "Why, what did I do to deserve this?  I was no longer spunky and bossy.  I didn't smile or laugh.  I spent my days doing all of the mundane chores that go along with having a house and kids.  I spent my days crying because I hated my husband and my  life.  I was afraid to answer the phone or the door or even get the mail because of bill collectors.  I had no friends and I pulled away from my family because I was so ashamed of what my life had become.  I became an empty shell, lost, alone and miserable.

I believe that my firbromyalgia and other health issues were a culmination of all the emotional and psychological trauma that I experienced over the years.  But along with the physical issues there were the psychological issues I needed to address.  All of the limiting beliefs that were created because I was programmed to believe that I was worthless, stupid and undeserving.  If someone had told me at that time that I was creating my own reality with these thoughts I would have told them they were crazy.  But as crazy as that sounds, I really was, I just had no idea I was doing it.

I have used many different modalities to heal my emotional wounds, but The Emotion Code and Body Code have been the most helpful.  I have released many of the limiting beliefs that were holding me back in life along with trapped emotions that were feeding the fear.  I have released heart walls that my subconscious mind created to protect my heart from heartache.  And along the way I have learned about quantum physics and energy and manifesting.  By increasing my vibrational frequency, changing my beliefs and practicing affirmations, I have begun to create a happier, healthier and more abundant reality.  One that includes laughter and smiles......

Fast forward approximately 10 years.......

I was in a long term relationship with a wonderful man who was caring and kind and loving.  Unfortunately he was also an alcoholic and emotionally traumatized from an abusive upbringing. He repeatedly ended the relationship when things got difficult for him to deal with and I continued to take him back when he changed his mind and realized "he couldn't live with out me". It took me years to realize that this was also emotional abuse. Why did I end up in another relationship like this? Because I didn't learn the lesson I was supposed to learn so I had to repeat it. The lesson was that I shouldn't be afraid to be alone, I can make it on my own.

Towards the end of this relationship (it lasted 4.5 years)  I began to look at life from a different perspective. I met a wonderful group of people who were interested in "New Age" ideas. They encouraged my interest in Hypnosis and past life regression and I became a Certified Hypnotherapist in 2011. As I began to meet and socialize with more and more people who used alternative healing modalities I was introduced to a whole new world, one I had been looking for my whole life.......

One day while driving in the car my daughter asked me why I had never become a doctor. I just laughed and said "I'm not smart enough to be a doctor". She told me "yes you are". She saw something in me that I didn't see because I had been "programmed" to think I was stupid and worthless by the abuse that I had suffered.  I have always been interested in medicine and healing. People would often come to me for advice or to confide in me because they knew they could trust me. I am very sensitive to peoples problems and always felt a need to help others. It took me many years to realize that I could help them without taking on their issues. 

As I said at the beginning I was searching for a way to help my children, unfortunately neither one of them were interested in doing hypnosis. So I began to take hypnosis clients and research other healing modalities as well. I was introduced to Access Consciousness and The Bars by a friend of mine who had taken the class and encouraged me to experience it for myself.  She was right, having your Bars run is an awesome experience.  I also love using the tools they teach you.  Asking questions to open doors of possibilities such as "What would it take to...?" What would it be like to...?' What do I need to do to...?". Ask these questions often and see how your life changes. Mine sure did.

The woman who taught the Access Bars class also told me about Dr. Bradley Nelson and the Emotion Code.  She did a demonstration over the phone where she taught me how to do the "sway test" (a form of muscle testing). I swayed forward so forcefully that I  honestly thought someone had pushed me from behind (I was home alone).  I took that as a sign that I needed to pay attention. So I hung up the phone and immediately began researching it online, bought the book and began working on myself and my family.

This is when our true healing began.......

The house, the kids, the dog, the husband, I had it all........

Looking from the outside in, I had achieved what most women strive for a husband, two kids, a house, and a dog (and cats). From societies point of view I should have been happy. Looking from the inside out, it was my personal hell.

What people didn't know was that my husband was a verbally and emotionally abusive alcoholic, our finances were in the toilet and our mutual hatred for each other was making us both physically ill.

I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia in 1993 and could no longer work so I became a stay at home mom, doing daycare and other part time jobs.  As my marriage, financial state, and health got worse I became more and more depressed, to the point where I was afraid I would be hospitalized if I told anyone how I was feeling. Instead I just cried all day as I did the house work, took care of the kids, pets and yard work etc. and basically forced myself to keep functioning despite the pain and exhaustion with shear will power.

I'm sure many of you are thinking "Why did you stay? Why didn't you just leave?"  This is the question people who have never been in this situation always ask.   The hardest thing for me to admit was that I was being abused and the longer you are in the situation the harder it is to get out because you resign yourself to being miserable for the rest of you life.  I honestly didn't think I would ever feel the emotion of happiness ever again. It is a mindset that is very hard to understand unless you experience it.

After 11 years I was able to escape my hell thanks to my wonderful loving family, who helped me time and time again as I put the pieces of my life back together. As I began to heal emotionally I searched for ways to help my children also. We were all emotionally scarred and it showed in their behavior. I needed to find a way to help them heal so I took them to psychologists and therapists, this was a complete failure. Forcing them to talk about their anger and feelings due to the abuse just recreated it again each time they went. It wasn't relieving the feelings just reinforcing them.

I just wanted to get my life back together, personally and financially and help my children grow up to be happy, healthy adults, and put a stop to the cycle of alcoholism and abuse.  The question was how do I do that.........